not playing but watching
I only ever seem to fill this in on nights.
nothing to say
I feel funny
like its all too hard
I feel like I'm watching not steering
its not that unpleasant
i feel like the bloke in cuckoos nest that is always tired,
I wish I could just pop the world into suspended animation, have a bit of a rest then start again.
I think K must be getting fed up of me, after all everyone else has the same and deals with it. I just seem to have lost the will to fight back. It feels like it doesnt matter anyway.
If I was her I would be fed up of me.
todays nice things
the rain was pretty in the streetlights when I went to get my car.
Yummy spag bol wot K made.
this is all turning into a bit of a whingefest I might pack it in and start again